When you have your heart set on something and it doesn’t come through, there is something that is more in alignment waiting for you. We might hazard to say it is going to be a better fit for you.
When you invoke that you deserve something, know that light workers are not on that type of path. As a being who is meant to serve others or some aspect of your planet, you will have what you need and if you are open, you will be guided to where you need to be. When your life is not coming together, you must watch and see what you are putting out into your earth. If you are aligned to your purpose, you will know where to go and what to do. If nothing shows up, be patient. Do not assume you are where you think you are. The best request you can make to your guides is how may I be of service right now. When you show up anywhere you are, be open to what is needed of you. Be aware of your surroundings. You will know how to progress.