When you are seeking to manifest, there is an importance of keeping a positive attitude. When you are expressing a desire to be a light worker, there is an importance in maintaining a positive attitude. Your work may be challenging but that doesn’t mean that you can shift to being mean or nasty to others. You may have a bad day or experience but you have control over your temper and attitude.
When you are projecting an energy that is nasty to those around you, you are not coming from a sense of spiritual power. You are coming from an energy of fear and lower vibration. The more that you hold this vibration the more you will repel what you are trying to attract. No spiritual being is going to really be attracted to you while you hold this way of being.
Keep this in mind as you go through the world. Notice what happens, when you project pure love versus when you are grumpy and moody. This in itself will be a challenge because grumpy and moody people are not holding much self awareness. Being truly kind and respectful is something that is extended to all beings and all walks of life.